What is going on with this song?
“40″
I waited patiently for the Lord
He inclined and heard my cry
He brought me up out of the pit
Out of the miry clay
I will sing, sing a new song
I will sing, sing a new song
How long to sing this song
How long to sing this song
How long, how long, how long
How long to sing this song
He set my feet upon a rock
And made my footsteps firm
Many will see
Many will see and hear
I will sing, sing a new song
I will sing, sing a new song
I will sing, sing a new song
I will sing, sing a new song
How long to sing this song
How long to sing this song
How long, how long, how long
How long to sing this song
Of course, the first four lines come almost verbatim from Psalm 40. But the lion’s share of the emphasis turns on the repeated cry of longing, “How long to sing this song” (presumably the ‘new’ song). It is a longing that is reminiscent of Psalm 4, Psalm 6 and, perhaps more to the point, Isaiah 6 (and by extension, Isaiah 40, Isaiah’s second calling; though the expression does not appear there).
So I wonder is it:
- “How long until I will be able to sing this new song?”
- “How long until I will be able to sing this song unrestrained?”
- “How long must I bear the agonizing tension of singing this song in a world that makes a mockery of the hope of renewal it points to?”
An astute U2 scholar would tell you that “40″ is the closing song from the War album and is a direct tie to the powerful anti-war opening track “Sunday Bloody Sunday,” the chorus of which echoes the same question: “How long, how long must we sing this song, how long, how long…” How much longer will we sing of civil war and “bodies strewn across the dead end streets?” Based on this fact alone, explanation number three seems to be the most appropriate in terms of Bono’s original intent.
However, as I mediate on the lyrics I find myself truthing about myself and asking a more poignant question: “How long will you, O Lord, put up with me? How long will I keep committing the same sins before your patience runs out? How long will I sing this new song before I get my just desserts?” While they are not necessarily the words on my lips, is this not the true expression of my heart? Do I not continually fall into a performance mentality when it comes to relating to God?
The truth is that I continually stumble and fall face first into the mud, but God picks me up, cleans me off and sets my feet upon firm ground. In microcosm my daily walk is reminiscent of the Israelites and their continual disobedience, but in spite of this the Lord fulfilled his promise to them (and to the nations) to provide true cleansing and restoration in Jesus Christ. “But you are a God ready to forgive, gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love, and did not forsake them” (Neh 9:17). “How long, O LORD? Will you forget me forever? [...] but I have trusted in your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in your salvation. I will sing to the LORD, because he has dealt bountifully with me” (Psalm 13). How long? How long before I truly understand what it means to live by grace? As I discover daily the depths of my own depravity, I am slowly recognizing that God’s grace in Jesus Christ and Him crucified is far, far greater than I could ever imagine.